My life is filled with blessings. Sometimes, it's difficult to see them. But, if I look hard enough, they are there.

I have a loving and generous husband.
I have an adorable and exuberant daughter.
I was able to hold my sweet baby in my arms, love her and say good bye.
I experienced the worst pain a parent could go through and I survived.
I can laugh again.
God has provided a respite when I thought none existed.
God has brought me back from the verge of death.
God loves me enough to empty me of me, so that he can fill me up with Him.